I am so sick of feeling like I am just tumbling in the darkness, knocking into shit as I try to find a straight path.
Occasionally, following someone's shining light that I think will help me, but always ends up burning me.
Thinking I have someone affectionate to walk with who will tell me the truth and be genuine,
But there is always something rotten on their breath.
I want to get that lustrous spark back in me, the one that lights my own shadowy path.
I feel like it has been completely smothered.
I am not sure how to pick myself back up,
dust myself off,
pour some gasoline,
and just light the fucking match.
Sincerely,
Someone tumbling in the dark
